my gosh!! its been so so so so long since ive been online! ahah approximately 3 months! ahhas. anw.. lotsa tings haf been happeng to me. ive been in distress!!! ahahah in practically ev single aspect of my life!!! sch is terrible.. dunno y i seemed to haf lost my focus on lotsa stuff. cant seem to hafta discipline to achieve my triple A for the dreaded As. hmmz... fell outta contact with lotsa dear frens... it seems as if ive been enclosing myself or sth... oddly enuff.. the pple that im closest to ata moment (except my dear kacheng) is e badm pple...! it is ironic cos badm has alws been e one to bring misery to my life. ahhahas.. all the times tht i cried or felt reali depressed in cjc was all attributed to badm... ahhaha. how retarded is that. okay anw back to the present. well at least now ive gained back sum focus in my life.. am slightly more motivated to do my work... am happier now. to dis i hfta say thanks to 2 pple... xm doesnt come online... but oh well.. and to YOU.. tnks so much. hahaa. am not gna put ur name up here in case any funny rumours start or wteva. hahahah.. jus caught shrek yst with dan. it was ultra funny!!! both of us cldnt stop laughing!!! i esp loved the stupid INNOCENT CAT. ahha my gosh. it was jus superbly adorable!! ahhas. wldnt mind watchg it again or getg e vcd! ahha. e other movie i watched was troy (c how outdated i am) it was long!! abt 2 half hrs? lotsa nude scenes.. the guys and girl were hot! ahhas. but it reali put orlando bloom in an ultra bad lite. dun like him anymore. ahahhas e only next 2 movies on my list are kill bill (yep i knw im outdated) and harry potter!!! ahhaha cant wait!!! too bad i prob wun be able to catch it with jean char cher ser... deyr e pple i reali wna catch it with! hmmz... ders anastasia ltr at 7.30 onta disney ch! cant waita watch it.. e one disney movie i reali miss is aladdin. dunnno why dey hfnt shown it yet tho. perhaps its too old. hmmz. been watchg alot of tv lately... ahah din realise i was sucha addict!!! fav shows are friends... oc.. american idol... spongebob... totally spies... kim possible...sabrina...dexters lab... incredible tales.. missing and lots more! ahahas.. wun be surprised if i actually spend half my life slacking ata couch ahhaha. mid yrs are coming and im totally not prepared... been doing horridly at practically all subjs.... including MATHS.. how dreadful is that. dunno why recently i haf not been even attempting to study at all. well .. thats gta change man!!! okay my present ST goals in life are....

1) catch up w my frens
2) do much better than i expect for midyrs
3)catch up on all my hw
4) attain more cip hrs!!
5) maintain my physical level
6) stop being confused abt evtg
7) be more decisive!!!!
8) save lotsa $$ for future shopg sprees and pres!

hahaha yep thts all for now man... hmmz.. sports day was qt boring.. much more boring as compared to last yr.. dno whether its cos of the absence of juaner (kinda)...yunx...lala... yj. hmmz. had fun catchg up with becks chels and kai at mos tho! ahahah was damn funny... we stoned...talked...ate...danced a lil (me n becks) it was sucha slacker filled rubbish day!! enjoyed it thoroughly! ahhaa.. ill nv forget our walk thru the park. dun tell anyone abt e silly tings i did alrite? ahahaa esp the stones or pile of leaves. ahhas. talk abt embarrassing. becks and chels cldnt stop talking abt grad!!! ahaha.. must hang out with my class pple more often.. ahhas. alrite i gtg meet up with char and cheri soon for prata...!!! hfnt seen those twits for ages! hee.

NAPFA on mon....!!!!! hope i can get all A. hahaha.. dis silly knee of mine had beta heal...!!!! ahhaha. individual msgs now...

yunx lala cind yj yanz criz mai jose>> meet up soon okae?
ping >> same 4 u u twit!!! hahas.. stay over durin june?
kachengs >> miss u e most!!! call me and write me soon ok?
t08' pple >>> lets strive on okae? itll be over b4 u know it. hahah. -prays-
del chow >> lets play tennis!